My heart is bleeding

But no tears reach my eyes

Someone stabbed me inside

But my smile still never dies

My emotions wreak havoc

But my expression remains calm

I can almost feel the sob in my throat

But all I hear is laughter and jokes

I feel like jelly inside

But my exterior's strong and bold

I'm getting a good grip on myself

A very strong, hard hold

My tears have long dried up

I've choked them all inside

My sobs are gonna strangle me

Any more it'll definately be suicide

I feel about to explode

But I'm not letting go

I must stay strong, collect my fears

I am not crying, no no no