So there...

Im back to reality with a bump

*ouchhh...*

Reality with all its problems

And difficulties

And other whatnots

Couldn't stay in dreamland forever I guess

If only

Hmmm...

Oh well

Reality's looking good too

Not as bad as expected??

And reality definitely feels more natural

Not all rainbows and flowers

And dreamy in-the-cloud feelings

It feels REAL

Hmmm...

You know what??

My hearts beating again

Yeah, I think its still there

For sure

I thought it got frozen

No, I didn't think that

It DID freeze over

Either that or it got lost in transition

Or was it...??

Err...

Nevermind that

Its back now

=)

Should I think twice?
My heart is mine to give
Ooops...I think its too late
Nevermind
It should be safe this time
*big smile*

Tell me I'm not dreaming

Of rainbows and roses
Of butterflies and blossoms
Whirlwind romances and fairy tales
New found lovers and open bosoms...

Tell me I'm not dreaming
When I find me in your arms
Tell me that its for real
Every kiss and every glance

Cuz its too good to be true
Every time I look at you
Reality feels so far away
I can't believe you're here to stay

Do illusions come true??
Please please tell me, do
Do wishes come to pass??
Somebody, please tell me fast

So tell me I'm not dreaming
When I find me in your arms
Tell me its all for real
Every kiss and every glance

~~~

I'm hoping its for real
Every second spent with you
For once, life's so surreal
Just tell me that its true

P/s---->> this is de by-product of too many romance novels...turns ur insides all mushy. haha!! NOT inspired by personal experience...

Love Has Dawned

The sun sifts through the clouds
Warming me to my toes
Crawling over the horizon
Its rays break over my soul
I feel pleasant warmth
Rushing through me...

A tiny little ray of light
Pierces through the darkness of night...

Oh, what bliss!
Oh, what heavenly delight!
Love has come to rescue me,
Like the sun redeems the lonely night.

Beautiful love courses through my veins
Setting my heart pumping at the speed of light
Warm shivers tingle up my spine
Right to my lips, where a smile plays unendingly bright

My heart is about to burst
My soul soars with the birds...

I am HAPPY
For the first time since I fell into pain's icy grip

I now know for sure...

Love has dawned
Clear on the inmost recesses of my heart
Pushing away the hurt
Mending the brokenness...

Indeed,
Love has dawned

P/s--->> i dug out one of my poems from my old blog jz for the fun of it...hehe. maybe, jz maybe it describes exactly what I'm feeling now. err...i said MAYBE ok?? haha. Dun go jumping into conclusions =P

hehehe~

*big big smile*

its nothing

=P

really...its nothing

*cheeky smile*

ahhhh...

oh crap

I look ridiculous smiling at the computer screen

But who cares

Cuz I don't

=)

~~~~~~~~

Smile
And the world smiles with you
Laugh
And everyone would stare at you

But do it anyway...

Long Gone

No, Im not loosing it
Im still kinda sane
What I'm telling you is serious
Don't say it sounds so lame

You can't make up your mind
And I can't wait longer, so its fine
Cuz I don't think you would ever call
I'm not waiting just staring at the wall

Its my life
Its mine to live
I'm not waiting around
Like some dirty dead leaf

So I've now decided...

Enough of this
I'm not waiting for you
I'm sick of this
Now its time to tell you

A minute too long
This 5 words I've borne
When you make up your mind
Baby, I'll be long gone

Yes, I've made up my mind
Baby, I'll be long gone