A Promise 

A promise to love 

A promise to cherish 

A promise to care 

A promise to lavish 

A promise to hold 

A promise to keep 

A promise to protect 

A promise so deep 

A promise, only a promise 

Bonded by a ring 

Love, hope, joy, and passion 

I promise, I promise...My darling

Nothing but Shadows

Shadows...

The flurry of days flying by

Hours swifter than a river

Catching moments like butterflies

What's real now, what's a lie?

Just shadows...

And there's nothing but

Hazy recollections cut

Recall and you might see

Clearly? I don't think you could be

Nothing but shadows...

Our past, our present

Dreams blur into reality

Dejavu, a sentimentality?

Or a cycle, a memory.

The past. The present. Everything.

All nothing but a shadow...

I SHALL REVIVE MY BLOG!!

or rather...TRY to.

Borink-nezz

So like....here i am again. sitting in a cafe...waiting....

...

hehe...n then i blog!

=)

of cuz ive got better things to do...assignments to finish...but i guess they all can wait. hehe...not really in the mood for assignments anyway =P but then again...when exactly DOES that mood come round?? lol

nowadays...each day just fades into the next, passing at a comfortable but busy pace, filled with classes and lectures and assignments and students to teach and....and....friends?? haha! yeahh...staying out on your own with frens as roommates and housemates has its pros and cons i suppose. but its definately not as fun as i imagined it to be. homecooked food, or rather, "Mummy-cooked" food definately tastes better compared to my attemps at making something edible for dinners or eating out at so-called "economy rice" shops...which aint economical at all nowadays believe me. hehe. oh welll...part of life as i know it now. housemates can be nusiances as well, especially if u live with girls who let food practically DECOMPOSE in the fridge or use ur mug to contain UNKNOWN, mysterious substances. hahaha...nope, im not embellishing my words. its for real...really. but they're all nice ppl other than their dirty habbits...so i dont suppose i should complain. hehe.

loosing weight has been an issue recently...and as most ppl see me, im skinny enough already. haha...probably a lack of delicious homecooked food to please my fussy little taste buds =P i guess all i can do is try to eat more when i get back home on the weekends. =) so far not really helping...oh well...thank God skinny girls nowadays are considered hot...i hope.

currently munching on a sandwhich and willing the calories to get distributed to RIGHT places....

its really noisy here...for a "high-class cafe". should go starbucks nxt time...but then theres the horrible parking problems in taipan...

well...seems ive run out of things to say....

becoming kinda dreamieeeee....

*sighh....far away in dreamland...*

Hugz n Kisses,

~Chella

Getting through each day
Living in every way
Dreaming of you as I pray
Our love will never fade away

A New LOOK!!

Thanks to my beloved baby i got a brand new blog!!!

or maybe not...hehe...just a new LOOK for my blog

Thank you sayang!!



hehe...so hopefully ill blog more

maybe every day??

haha...impossible

twice a weeks more likely

hmmmm...

we'll see

=)

Life's rolling along...
A little less than perfectly
I just wish it was with you

Hugz n kisses...

~Chella~

I am truly sorry...my dearest blog

You've been sadly neglected I'm afraid...

Which is good?? haha...since i only get inspiration to blog when im emo, not blogging for a long long time means i havent been emo for jz that amount of time =)

nope nope...does not mean im being emo right now...do i even SOUND emo?? hehe...jz bordom taking hold of me right now i suppose. sitting all alone in a cafe...with only my laptop for company... what else could i do but blog?? =) study...but im so tired of studying =P

Sooooo...lets start with my life. No.1 in line...college life?? its busy, busy, and MORE busy-ness. mid terms for my second semesters coming up next week n yes, im supposed to be studying right now but oh well...=) other than the busy-ness college lifes ok i guess...its tough but can be quite fun at times. just hv to get used to being tired aaaalllllllll the time. haha!

No.2?? errmmmm....love life?? hahaaa....nah...i dont think u wanna be reading mushy stories for the next 2 hrs or so. lets just say its going wayyy good...hehe *cheeky smile* just that it can be difficult being so far away from him...but im not complaining. i feel luckier than PLENTY of girls who have their bf's near them...=) and absence really truly makes the heart grow fonder...

next in line would be....hmmmm.....my music?? ahh...thats abit of a question mark right now. yes yes, of cuz im studying music in college right now...but it doesnt mean me n my music are doing just fine. maybe its jz a period where im finding myself again...in my music i mean. maybe ive been so busy all the passions fizzled out in the music i play. maybe all the technicalities involved somehow kill the soul of the music. maybe....i need a new violin! =P haaha!! i dunno really...its all just maybe's...

hmmmm...i really cant think what should be next in line. maybe ive been so "no-life" my life actually revolves around these 3 things only. haha. oh well...im satisfied. i dont need a million things to keep me happy. and i REALLLYYY should be getting back to studying right now.

Mid-terms are NOT to be flunked...never ever ever ever...

yes michelle, jz say that over n over n over again

bye bye bloggy...i dont know when ill be emo enough or free enough to type here again...



Hugz n kissies,

~Chella

Emo days are back...

I've got back my urge to blog again

Nope, not really a good thing...

I don't understand why I feel this way

Everything worked out great

The timing's fabulous

Exactly the way I would have wanted it

Not a single day earlier...

So why can't I be happy??

Why must I be so selfish??

And so clingy??

Why....

I've become too dependent

Too reliant on changeable things

Now I have to learn again

The art of standing alone

Of being alone

Don't tell me you'll always be there

Its simply not possible

~~~

The change came just too soon

And too sudden

Caught me off guard

And don't tell me not to be like this
I'm sorry emotions can't be handled
Leave me be I'll be fine
I think

My poor poor blog....

...has been painfully neglected indeed

awww...poor thing...

guess i've been just too busy

moonlighting??

sunlighting rather

plus college on top of that

or maybe its the lack of inspiration

a desperate lack of emo-ness

and DRAMA

nope, don't miss it

life's nice as it is

enjoying it to the max

*contented sigh*

and now when I finally find the time to blog...

guess what??

I've got nothing to say

oh well...

I'll just be bored for the next couple of mins

watching him sleep...

he looks so peaceful

*sigh*

I love him

The truest love that ever heart
Felt at its kindled core
Did through each vein, in quickened start
The tide of being pour

Her coming was my hope each day
Her parting was my pain
The chance that did her steps delay
Was ice in every vein

I dreamed it would be nameless bliss
As I loved, loved to be
And to this object did I press
As blind as eagerly

But wide as pathless was the space
That lay our lives between
And dangerous as the foamy race
Of ocean-surges green

And haunted as a robber-path
Through wilderness or wood
For Might and Right and Woe and Wrath
Between our spirits stood

The dangers I dared, I hindrance scorned
I omens did defy
Whatever menaced, harassed, warned
I passed impetuous by

On sped my rainbow, fast as light
I flew as in a dream
For glorious rose upon my sight
The child of Shower and Gleam

Still bright and on clouds of suffering dim
Shines that soft, solemn joy
Nor care I now, how dense and grim
Disasters gather nigh

I care not in this moment sweet
Through all I have rushed o'er
Should come on pinion, strong and fleet
Proclaiming vengeance sore

Though Haughty hate should strike me down
Right, bar approach to me
And grinding Might, with furious frown
Swear endless enmity

My love has placed her little hand
With noble faith in mine
And vowed that wedlock's sacred band
Our nature shall entwine

My love has sworn, with sealing kiss
With me to love- to die
I have at last my nameless bliss
As I love- loved am I

P/s---->> NOPE...i did not write this. hehe...i just found it really interesting and sweet while i was reading "JANE EYRE".

But soon...

Seasons come
Faces go
Hours pass
Highs and lows

Seconds creep
Minutes crawl
Feelings wait
Behind the walls

Despair wakes
Loneliness drolls
Where is my love?
When will he call?...

But soon, but soon
My heart to wait
But soon, but soon
Loving arms will I await

But soon, but soon
His answer will ring
But soon, but soon
My beloved my pleas will bring

But soon, but soon
I will relish in his love
But soon, but soon
We'd be blissful as turtledoves

But soon, but soon...
Lonely heart do await

P/s--->> anyone up for some old-world charm?? haha...