What do I mean to you?

You say that you love me
I wonder if thats true
You say you'll never leave me
Heard that a time maybe two

You say that you miss me
Too much it reaches the moon
You say, "Baby, would you kiss me?"
Not doing that anytime soon

You say that all
And maybe much much more
But never that one right word
That would open up my door

The one thing have I asked
The one that you never say
The only thing that might heal
My scarred heart this very day

Answer me this
Only be sure its true
Tell me please, tell me this
What do I mean to you?

~~

You say that I'm beautiful
I wonder if I'm just for show
You say that you're proud of me
Only cuz of how I look?

You say that I'm your girl
Just a Show and Tell for friends?
You say that you are there for me
But really, my dear, until the end?

Am I just a toy you play
Like a game to fill a boring day?
Maybe a piece of art you display
Tomorrow thrown, but not for today

The one thing I have asked
The one that you never say
The only thing that might heal
My scarred heart this very day

Answer me this
Only be sure its true
Tell me please, tell me this
What do I mean to you?

Tell me please, answer me this
What do I mean to you?

Nothing to doooo...

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I	Inspirational
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E	Eccentric
L	Luscious
L	Lively
E	Earthy

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well...this is a result of acute boredom. hahahha...but amazing how true these stuff are.

till laterz--->> hugz n kisses =)

L is for LEMBU

yeaahhhhh...had my 1st driving lesson yesterday. how was it???? weeeeellllll....it was BORING. uhuhh...believe it!! and why do ppl so seem to enjoy honking nervous, 1st time drivers in white lil kancils with big "L" signs posted all over??? i mean like...its a big L for LEMBU mister!!! I'm SUPPOSED to be SLOW!!! yup...my speed limit is like...60 max. how fast do ppl expect me to go???!! oh well...

so yeah, had to drive on the busy trunk road all the way to KLANG. cuz my driving instructor needed to go to the bank. (yeapz...ive changed my profession. im a DRIVER now.) and did I mention?? KLANG+LUNCH HOUR+TRUNK ROAD = freaking jammed. uhuhh...and add on a cacated car to that -the clutch pedal was super stiff- and you get a horrible cramp in your leg at the end of 2 hours. it was sweltering btw...wat do you expect? kancil air-conds aren't exactly the best, plus it was at the hottest hour of the day.

but then...I'll do ANYTHING for that darling license. simply ANYTHING...even suffering another 7 looonnnggggg lessons like that. ANYTHING for that beloved license. hehehe...yeah, I'm desperate =)

soooo...I'm having another lesson in about 10 mins. but the instructor fella is bound to be late. like...seriously. he can never be early or even on time...its against his principles. *sarcastic look*


till later--->> hugz n kisses ^^ (if i survive another lesson that is...lol)

It ain't maybe

All the time
I never knew
My heart was always
Always with you

All the time
That you were here
I never realized
Just how dear you were

All the time
You were in front of me
I never realized
What I now believe to be

...That...

Baby, I love you
Yes, truly that's true
I have always loved you
I just never had a clue

Only the distance of a million miles
Revealed the precious truth
Something I should have known for months
I realize how much I miss you

Now you're not around
Hope it's not too late
To tell you what I found out
Let's make it a date

Cuz now I know
Know for sure its true
It ain't just maybe, baby
I really do love you

It ain't maybe, baby
I do love you

P/s--->> a super LARGE serving of soppyness... anyone want some??? hehehe...even if u don't I'm currently stuffing it down ur throat rite?? *cheeky smile*

Maybe...

Maybe if I just sit here
Maybe if I just lie here
Maybe my heart I could hear
Beating again

Maybe if I loved again
Maybe if I forgave a friend
Maybe some fill I'll gain
For this emptiness

My heart's not lost
Maybe, maybe
Its not frozen and cold
Maybe, maybe

A part of me died
On a long, lonely night
How could I bring to life
Something that was stabbed by a knife??

My heart's not lost?
Maybe, tell me
Its not frozen and cold
Maybe, it could be

Maybe I could love again
Maybe I could forgive a friend
Maybe I will fill again
All this emptiness

Maybe I would just sit here
Maybe I would just lie here
I'm sure then my heart I would hear
Beating again

P/s--->> free verse anyone??? hehe...jz smth diff =P nt my best work tho...better stick to things I'm good at.

One Wish

I can see forever
When I look in your eyes
And when you smile at me
No clouds cover my skies

If one wish I could make
One that could come true
Is to be with you always
And fall in love with you

~~
To wake in the morning
With you by my side
Going through life hand in hand
Assurance that our love hasn't died

If one wish I could make
One that could come true
Is to fall in love over again
Again and again with you

~~
'Cause you're the only one
God has made for me
And I thank Him so wonderfully
That He alone made me see...

...That if one wish I could make
One that could come true
Its only you who was made for me
And I was made for you

~~
Only one wish I need
For all my dreams to come true
Its to stay with you for all my time
And so be loved by you

One wish
Only one

~~

P/s--->> Everyone go *awwwwwwwww........!!* ahahahaa!! =P dis is as soppy as soppy can get... so sue me. lol

Seventeen??

I feel OLD.......

like...really.

as in...i only got 3 more years of teen life.

only THREE.

that ain't a lot.

what to do???

before I know it I'll be actually, literally OLD...as in...60 years old.

with gray hair...or maybe NO hair (*OMG!!*)

and a ton of wrinkles all over

and saggy cheeks...probably saggy "elsewheres" too (*eewwwww!!!*)

time does fly doesn't it??

sh*t...

~~~~~~~~~~~

ok ok!! haha...time to cut the crap. 16 n 17 actually doesn't HAVE that MUCH of a difference. Probably just psychological i guess. Not that I'm actually gonna have gray hair n a ton of wrinkles overnight (I won't right??... will I??). Just that growing older is part of life -probably the part I don't totally lurvveeeee- and the fact that nothing can stop time...its kinda scary.

So how was the 1st week of being seventeen??? errmmmm....normal??? hehe..not that I actually expected any different. The best part probably is that darling driver's license I'm gonna get!! When?? errrr...soon?? I hope.

But something still nags at the corners of my mind. Its the uncertainty of the future. Of getting old. Every year that passes is a year nothing could ever bring back. Nothing. Mistakes made will always remain. Nothing can erase them. Yet...life goes on. Time cannot be stopped...neither can it be turned back.

So yeahhh....point is...life still goes on. did I mention that already?? hehe...even when you turn seventeen for once -and only once- in your life, it doesn't honor you by stopping a minute. Time waits for no one...not even the king.

Wish it would though...

Signing off-->> ~~hugs n kisses~~

Maybe if I just sit here
I would actually feel
My heart beating again
If its still there...

The Greatest Battle

The greatest battle fought
Is not in the ring of clashing swords
Nor the red of blood spilled
Nor the pain of fear seared

Its not in the echoes of guns and powder
Nor in the cries of hate and power
Neither in the bygone cannons of sailing ships
Nor in ancient armies that play for keeps

Its not in the despair of jealous lovers
Nor in the thundering of army horses
Neither in the clash of shields and steel
Nor in haunting ghosts of broken deals

Its not in the sweetness of bitter revenge
Nor the heartbreak of love avenged
Tell me then the greatest battle fought
That beats time, space, and all it ought

The greatest battle fought
Is in man's mind of thought
Never was of sword or spear
But within one's soul so dear

It is all in the fight
Of what is good and right
Eternal is the battle against wrong
Beginning of forever till the end is long

Holidayzzzz...

IT WAS NICEEEEEeeee.....!!

(cameron highlands I mean)

haha...fun in a totally new n different way. PLUS the weather over there is FANTASTIC!! weelllll..i guess de only thing not nice was de crazy jam (the KL ppl brought the jam allllllll de way up camerons i guess) and the water rationing. de apartments we stayed in totally ran out of water...as in, running water. at times the toilet cudnt flush cuz no water....which was just NASTY. hahaha..bt other den dat it was really relaxing n fun!! had my birthday up there...nth much...jz sum cake n frens. but it was still nice..hehe.


Btw, did i mention it was church camp??? hehe...it was. bt a really really different kinda church camp. next to no sermons or workshops or stuff like dat. mostly did lots n lots of lazing around...n PIGGING out. like...seriously...never ate so much junk in my life!! haha!


hmmm...i guess dats about all. de strawberries were DELICIOUS...as expected..hehe. bt the "T cafe" was really disappointing *haihzzz...* de food there was no where NEAR as good as it used to be.

weellll...nt really in de mood to write actually. jz wasted my WHOLE day in de stupid amali driving 6hrs thingy. like totally WASTED. all I did was sit there and wait for time to go home. how dumb can de system get?? *arghhh...* good thing i made a new fren there...n it turns out she's from Grace Klang!! its a small small world aint it?? hehe...anywayz, dats all for now i guess.


Till I'm in a better writing mood --->> ~hugz n kisses~