Will you?

I feel the butterflies

Fluttering inside me
My mind often wanders about
What could this be?
I see you in the distance
My heart misses a beat
Just a touch of your hand
Oh, I feel the heat

What's it called?
I think it's love
Am I mistaken?
No, I think it's love

Cuz nothing has
Ever felt so right
When I'm with you
My world's just so bright
The only problem left
Is with you my dear
Love me too, will you?
That I wanna hear

If only you would
Look at me that way
And say those lovely things
I so want you to say
If only you could
Feel the same butterflies
Do love me, would you?
Oh, I'll be soaring sky high

What's it called?
I think it's love
Am I mistaken?
No, I think it's love

Cuz nothing has
Ever felt so right
When I'm with you
My world's just so bright
The only problem left
Is with you my dear
Love me too, will you?
That I wanna hear


Just love me too...
Will you??
Do say so my dear

P/s---->> *ahem ahemmm* i am NOT in love. please take note of that...hehe. DO NOT jump into conclusions watsoever. if you reallllyyy are so curious as to where i got dis inspiration then...lets jz say i was watching Cinderella 3 =P hahaha...kiddy i noe.

Pick up the pieces

Pick up the pieces
There's nothing left
Of what we used to be
Before you packed up and left

Even the pain is gone
The hurt had said goodbye
Nothing left but memories
Of a lifetime ago gone by

How I tried
To cling to the past
Re-live those sweet memories
That seemed to fly by so fast

But it slipped through my fingers
Everything we once shared
Absolutely nothing is left
Just a shadow I once cared

Its time to move on
Forget the long lost kisses
Cuz there is nothing left
Just pick up the pieces

P/s ---->> its just pure imagination ok??? im not pointing fingers at anyone or anything. if you persist in thinking its about u.....go get a life!! hehe

The Evening

To paint a picture

With nothing but words...

The sun bade farewell
Painting the sky vivid hues
The clouds were tinted red
Yellows, purples, maybe a bit of blues

Birds frolicked on the horizon
On the way home to their nest
They said goodnight to a day well spent
Eager to give their wings some rest

The strange light bathed
The world in colorful array
For just a moment time
Minutes and seconds seem to sway

Clouds floated lazily
Never in a rush or hurry
As the big ball of fire crept
Toward horizon's line without tarry

Yes, the Evening is here
Proclaming the Night to come
Heralding the stars and the moon
Saying, "Hark! Hark! Here they come."

Who's that girl?

Mirror, mirror

Who's that girl?
Standing before me
Her hair all in curls

Mirror, mirror
That's not me
I don't know her
Who could she be?

There's no way
She is my reflection
It's not possible
Down to the definition

I know I'm different
My heart tells me I am
But I guess it never shows
Its a front for all of them

I'm not hard and tough
Pretty soft on the inside
The Ice Queen is just an act
My heart is breakable in fact

I'm not the person
Everyone thinks I am
Mirror, when will you show
The girl I truly am?

Mirror, mirror
Who's that girl?
Will I ever see
My true self unfurl?

Anything

All I want

Is to feel you near
All I need
Is your listening ear

All I pray for
That you could be here
With me now
Your loving whispers so crystal clear

I'll do anything
Just to have you here
I'll say anything
Your voice I need to hear

If only Time
Could erase itself
Fate, will you trade?
I'll sacrifice myself

Just to have
You returned to me
I'll gladly die in your place
So your sweet smile I'll see

There's nothing
I wouldn't do
To hear you say again
"I love you too"

To feel your lips
Pressed against mine
To have your hands
Warmly enveloping mine

No danger
Would be too great
If it brings
You back from the grave

The pain's killing
Won't you ever come?
Please say you will

I need you
I love you
I miss you

...come back to me...

P/s goodnezzz...soppy!! and sad too!! *sobz sobz* but dun worry...nobody died recently or smth...hehehe. pure imagination =)

heyya peeps!!

yupyup...i've totally changed all the colors in my blog. more pinky dun u think?? hehe...tell me wat u think k?? is dis better??or de last 1?? your comments wil b greatly appreciated...or ermm...mayb not =P

updates?? sorry...kinda bz at dis moment with my performances n all. my head is occupied with nth but ORCHESTRA music at de moment (arrrgghhh!!) n i cant get it out so....no space for poetic inspirations...hahaha. promise ill cook up a really nice poem when i hv de chance...pinky promise.

gt to run nw...hv another performance tonite n i take ages to get ready...hehe.


signing off---->> with lots of luv, Mich =)


oh yea! btw... i hvnt changed de font colors of sum of my older posts so it may b a lil hard to read dem. sowreee!!

*sob sobzzz*

She felt the rain trickle slowly down her face, mixing with her tears. But she felt nothing else. Nothing at all. She didn't care what people were thinking. She didn't care who was staring as she stood in the pouring rain. All she cared about was that the love of her life had been snatched away in a moment. Her beloved. The only one she had ever loved.
Her eyes, red with crying, stood stood out starkly against the deathly pallor of her finely chiseled features. Not a sound escaped her lips, but her heart was screaming in distress. The same question haunted her thoughts, over and over again. "Why, God? Why him? Why, out of all the people in the world, did You have to take HIM from me?". She was angry. Angry with fate. Angry with God. And angry with herself.

Less than an hour had passed since that dreadful phone call reporting that horrible accident, but the pain made it seem like forever. The aching pain in the pit of her stomach. The pain that worsened with every passing second. The pain that first set in when she realized he was gone, forever. Never again will she feel his caressing touch, his warm loving kisses. Never again could she run to him in times of trouble to hear his assurance that everything will be alright. Never again will she see that boyish grin she loved. Never again could she love another. Never again, never again.

The cold wind whipped around her mercilessly as the rain continued drenching her from top to bottom. The freezing water collected in puddles that licked around her bare ankles. But the cold hand that gripped her on the inside was far worse than the chill on the outside. The cold grip that could never be warmed. But only the cold could numb the wrenching pain deep in her heart. Slowly she turned and headed for home. But where was home without the welcoming arms of the man she loved?


p/s uhuhhh....haha. my 1st attemt at prose, not poetry. wanna noe the moral of de story?? DONT DRINK AND DRIVE!! hahahaha....lame i noe =P jz kidding...

A New Day

I see a ray of light
Creeping over the horizon
The past is left behind
The future dawns without binds

Yes, a new day has begun...

A brand new start has come
No longer can my past hold me back
Its a new day thats here to stay
Nothing can stop that fact

Forget the darkness
Forget the night of the past...

For starting now
Starting here
A new day has begun
A brand new start has come

IT'S BACKKKKKK!!!!

yayyyyy!!! *fireworks n cheers* woohoooooo!!! itssss baccckkkk!!!!!!!!!

*ahem ahem* hehe...*calms myself* yeapzz..its back. 4 real. haha...my inspiration i mean. n i hope it plans to stay 4 good dis time. n not desert me suddenly-- making me go nuts with worry wondering whether it'll b back soon...hahaha. *sigh* it feels goooooddddd...=P

Welcome back, my precious

How much I've missed you
Now do stay on right here with me
Don't go awandering anymore you fool

Wait a min
I'm not talking to YOU
Don't so perasan please
Thinking I haven't got a clue

I'm talking to my darling inspiration
And that is all thank you
What else do you think I'll miss?? some guy??
Oh PUHLEESSEEE...no way!! there's none new

hahahhahaa...i noe...im nuts =P ehehehee....its MY blog anywayz *cheeky smile*


signing of --->> hugs n kisses!!

Just a word

Just a word
Has broken my life
Left me for dead
Filled me with dread

Just a word
Tore me to pieces
It cut deep into
Both heart and soul too

Just a word
Killed me inside
Choked every breath of air
Left me here in deep despair

Just a word
Has hurt me so much
Cuz it was from you
You, whom I called my friend too

I never ever realized
Just a word could kill
Till you came, my dearest friend
To make me meet my very end

P/s chill ppl!! dun worry...it definitely aint bout u. jz let my imagination go wild a lil...hehe

Freedom

I can almost taste the freedom
That lies on the outside world
The breath of pure liberty
So indescribably it unfurls

I long for independence
To be free from every rule
I long for privacy
So to myself I can be truly true

I need my own space
To do what i really wanna do
I can't stand the many constraints
All the no-s, cannot-s, and don't do-s

I feel so caged up
Like a bird needing to fly
I wanna be free to be myself
Not who the world expects
When they see for themselves

...I wanna be free...

Heyhey!!

been quite a while since i last updated. n nope...inspiration hsnt returned yet. aihhhzzzz....*moment of silence*... desperately hoping its jz temporary *sobsobzz*

on the other hand...LIFE'S GREAT!!! hehe...4 nw dat is. a lil stressful with my concert coming up so soon...bt otherwise its cool. a perfect balence between bz n relaxing...haha. bet most of u ppl r SOOOOO jealous im nt in school nymore *cheeky smile*. bt my brains r gona b seriously rusty by de time i get into college...hahaha. jz realized dat day i hvnt been studyin for 6 mths straight....goodnezzzz!! wait a min...wats 2+2 again??? 6 rite??? =P

as for my concert...for those who dunno yet (ketinggalan zaman la u!!! hehe) its on de 22, 23, 24, n 25 of march. its Mozart's "The Magic Flute"...an awesome opera. n will b held at KLPac (Kuala Lumpur Performance Arts Center). my orchestra will b playing with the soloist(i think they're professional singers) and urs truly will b playin violin. it aint really expensive...for a classical concert...n wil b a great experience so....comeeee!! hahaha... contact me for more details la. i think i cud even get tickets at student price which is only RM30...only!!! lol...btw, there r nite concerts as well as day matinées too.

gtg now... hopefully, prayerfully my precious inspiration wil come back asap. n i jz remembered!!! i HAVE to write sumthing soon...sum1 ordered. haha...yupyup, my poems r for order too. cool rite?? hehe...tata for now!! *muakiezz*

For through all trails,
Through darkness till the coming morn,
Peace and calm is found,
In the "Eye of the Storm"...

~Literary block~

"Woe is me!!! For my inspiration has gone out the door..."

Im TOTALLY not kidding when i say dat. i have absolutely no idea where it went....been hunting high n low...n still cant catch it again. It feels like ages since ive written a decent bit of poetry. sat down with a pen n paper n all i came up with were lousy bits of rhyming...agrrhhh!! my poems these days also feel rather "low-grade" adi...to me at least. its frustrating!! n its even worse when there doesnt seem to b an explanation or reason for my literary block. it could be cuz...

• im not down enough
• my feelings r too mixed up
• i hv no new ideas on wat to write
• my writing style became stale/static...

aiyah!! n could b about a 1000000 more reasons why. did i mention frustrating??? yea...it IS. i need a masterpiece...smth that will touch hearts...smth that will make people feel regardless of age or gender....smth, smth...u noe wat??? i think right now ill b happy jz to b able to write SOMETHING!! oh welll....God help me.

Till the winds,
Blow my inspiration to me,
Till I catch the gift,
That's already given to me...

BuhByeeee!!!

Ramblings...

I have the sudden urgency to write
To sort my muddled thoughts
But the words never seem to rhyme
Inspirations come out just all wrong

My insides feel a total mess
My brain a muddled lump
Its like working a puzzle where there's no end
Or digging into a junkyard dump

What to do, what to do?
Have to straighten my train of thought
Cuz right now its gone off the tracks
Heading to where oblivion is fought

I miss the time
When pure innocence was bliss
I wish I was six again
With no troubles, yes indeed, that I miss

I miss so many things
I can't even remember what
Some thing I miss I'll never admit
Though you bribe me a 100 bucks

Errrr....where was I again?
Oh yea, just rambling on and on
Did I mention? My life's a mess
If only I could start afresh

But well, it's probably not half as bad
Think I'm in a weird sorta mood
I'll just wallow in my nice pity-party
For tomorrow, I'm sure, will dawn bright and sunny

Yet still, I think I need a new start
To go where no one knows my name
I know, it looks like I'm running away
But still its better than staying this way

Oh boy, I've probably got you totally confused
Or thinking I'm a serious nutcase
I'm not crazy, just a lil' muddled
On stuff on which these ramblings are founded

I think I'll spare you the rest of my crap
I'll go and scream myself silly
In hopes of being a lil' less drab

I desperately need...

~ a hug

~more cash

~chocolate milkshake

~God

~some fun

~more than 24 hrs a day

~enough tears to cry (kinda ran out)

~strawberries n cream

~a fixed, unscarred heart

~inspiration

~crowds of ppl

~some noise

~stuff I'll never admit I need

~a fresh start

Closer to You

God, my God, tell me please
Where are You?
I feel so distant, feeling so lost
Where are You?

Cuz I feel so alone
With no one to run to
I know I've done it so wrong
Help me, my Lord, to turn back to You

I'm sorry, my Lord
I blew it this time
I know, my God
I can't turn back the time
I made my choice
Can't blame nobody else
But please, I'm begging of You
I simply need to be closer to You

I don't recognize this road I'm on
Where am I??
I can't feel Your love and embrace
Where am I??

Cuz I feel so alone
When I don't have You near
Oh God, its gone so wrong
Help me, my Lord, Your voice I wanna hear

I'm sorry, my Lord
I blew it this time
I know, my God
I can't turn back the time
I made my choice
Can't blame nobody else
But please, I'm begging of You
I simply need to be closer to You

Save me from
The choices I have made
Take me from
This life with death ahead

I made my choice
Can't blame nobody else
But please, I'm begging of You
I know I need
To be closer to You

I'm almost desperate...

...to be CLOSER TO YOU