Goodbye, Sweet Sixteen!!

Sweet sixteen
Never again
Goodbye childhood
I'll never see you again

The border was crossed
Unknown to my eyes
Just a lil sentimental
While I'm saying my goodbyes

But gonna spread my wings
Now I'm gonna fly
Left the past behind
Its all flashing by

My Future, you're welcome
Here with open arms
Nothing can stop me now
Look out world, here I come!

P/s--->> *ahem ahem* hint hint?? haha...wats the date nxt saturday??

Mondays...*sigh*

I hate Mondays...

Especially rainy Mondays
After nice, sunny Sundays...

Wish it was still Sunday...

Now I have to get through the week
Starting all over again
Till Friday comes with the promise of fun
And the Weekend I'll greet with open arms...

But then Monday comes again
That dratted Monday begins
When my mood is gloomier than the sky
And I wonder how in the world to get by
When all I wanna do is curl up in bed
Seeming to all the world like I'm dead
Dreaming dreams of Weekends past
Hoping that Friday will soon come fast

Mondays...*sigh*...Mondays

I hate Mondays

Dreamland

If only I didn't have to wake
To face another day
If forever I could close my eyes
And dream my troubles away

Run away to Dreamland
Where wishes do come true
Where hurts can be locked away
And cats are shades of blue

Far away in Dreamland
Where decisions are never made
No tears allowed but tears of joy
And villians end up dead

Fly away to Dreamland
Far from the worries here
Anything you want could actually come true
Anything at all, my dear

If only I didn't have to wake
To face a brand new day
If forever I could escape
To Dreamland far, far away

The bad bad game

I played a game
A very bad bad game
Some call it naughty
For me, a lil dame

Its called love
Puppy love if you like
Never was serious to me
Simple as flying a kite

But it turned out more
Yeap, much much more
Till it overwhelmed me
Ushering reason out the door

So I played it on
That bad bad game
And now my heart
Got lost in the bargain

How do I get it back?
Where do lost hearts go?
Mommy tell me please
I just have to know

I'm sorry I was naughty
I was a bad bad girl
I didn't mean to loose it
I'll find it soon I'm sure

Now I won't play that game
That bad bad game
I've learnt my lesson
And I'm full of shame

P/s--->> sum lil girl spice??? haha

Oh no!!!

Oh no!
What do I do?
I stole someone's heart
But I never meant to

Well that's bad
That's real real bad
I guess I asked for it
Playing around as I had

My delima now
Is someone's heart to break
Am I as cruel as that?
The very answer I dread

Wish I didn't flirt around
Going on as I did
But never in my wildest thoughts
It would have ended like this

Now I need a way out
Don't wanna hurt no one
But I'm afraid its rather late
The damage has been done

Oh no!
What do I do?
I stole someone's heart
But I never meant to

...I'm sorry...

P/s-->> haha...didnt steal no one's heart ok??

Live through tomorrow

I have to live through tomorrow
I have to will to live
Even if sunshine I have to borrow
I know I have to believe

Though clouds may come
To shadow my day
Though winds may blow
Obstacles in my way

Though the flowers bloom
No longer for me or you
Though sliver linings turn
And everything looks greyish blue

Though my heart breaks
Maybe into two
Though memories haunt
And nightmares come true

Though I'm left alone
Without a single clue
Though Love deserts
Without a lil goodbye too

I have to live through tomorrow
I have to will to live
Even if sunshine I have to borrow
I know I have to believe

P/s---> its a continuation of de lil verse in my last post

My deep fried brains

I CANT WRITE ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and that sucks so bad........so so bad

Not to mention, its positively infuriating. i wanna write...it sumhow became a vent for my emotions. bt nothing seems to b turning out right. nothing seems to even RHYME right. i jz dont get it...where in de world did my inspiration go to?? or are my brains still recovering from the frying it got that day?? argghh!!

life. what would we do without it...bt what would we do WITH it. haihzz...for me rite now...its jz one big complicated mess. i cant seem to b doing the things i should actually be doing...i jz dont get it. why cant i do what i know i should do?? why dont i have the drive to do what i love to do most?? doesnt make sense...at all. bt i guess most of life doesnt make any particular sense ritee?? ah weellll...life will be life. ANNNNDDDDD...i hv no idea wat im crapping about rite now. so i think i shud go...hehe.

I have to live though tomorrow
I have to will to live
Even if sunshine I have to borrow
I know I have to believe


till nxt time--->> hugz n kisses!

P/s--->> weeelllll...i guess i DID manage to make smth rhyme. haha

The 1st step to FREEDOM!!!

*ahem ahem* hehe...the 1st step to driverhood i mean. i passed my undang test!!! wohooooo!!!! its over....FINALLY. n it wasnt that bad actually...nt as easy as sum ppl make it to b...bt its handle-able...hehe. got 46/50..nt bad riteeee??

wellllll...nw all i gt to do is de actual driving stuff. wish me luck ^^ oh yeaaaa...almost forgot. hv to go n listen to another 6 hrs of crap. {{...sh*t...}}

hvnt been in de right frame of mind lately for poem writing. probably my brains got sumwhat fried with the fever last week...or was it last last week?? *scratches head* ANYwayzzz..point is...i cant seem to write anything post-able. nt dat i actually found the time to TRY but...lol *cheeky smile*

gtg now...
till nxt time--->> ~hugz n kisses~

I don't believe, in fairy tales

All perfect?
Never happens
Fairy tales?
Simply nonsense

Perfect soulmate?
Give me a break
Forever?
More like never

I don't believe
In fairy tales
I'm a lil too old
For bedtime tales

Don't come telling me
About forever
Cuz fairy tales
Always come out never

Almost perfect
Was where I was
Till fate turned my life
And everything I lost

I'm a big girl now
Don't give me that crap
Fairy tales come true?
You know that's just drab

I don't believe
In fairy tales
I'm a lil too old
For bedtime tales

True about you

When a smile
Isn't really a smile
When a laugh
Is less than a bluff

When a "hi!"
Comes out as forced
Makes you wonder
If life's coated with frost

Are we all masks?
Then life's a masquerade
Are we all players
In this game of charades?

Cuz nothing is
As it seems to be
We come and go
Hidden, it seems to me

Nothing showing
All out of sight
Pulling on daily masks
That stick with frightful might

What is real?
What then is true?
Show me something
True about you

Life cannot be
Just a masquerade
Just empty faces
A game of charades

So show me something
True about you
That I may believe
What I know to be true

The truth about you

sick SiCk SICK!!!

aihzzz...almost forgot wat its like to be sick. n of ALL times to be sick de stupid sickness decided to attack during de BUSIEST week of the whole month!!! irritating...arrgghh!

so yeaaa...here i am, hving so many things to do, so many appointments, all one after another...n im SICK!! so i hv to drag myself around, n pysch myself into being well ( "no michelle, no no, ur NOT sick u hear?? NOT sick...ur WELL!!" *im so not kidding...i actually did that!*). well...all in all, i jz wish this fever+ flu+ cough+ headache+ i dunno wat else chose a more...errmm...appropriate(??) time to visit. shud hv made an appointment with me 1st...to visit during my free-er days.

aiyahh...nothin i can do bout it now. bt jz to pray n hope it finishes its visit by tmr...gt a hectic day n no way im gonna last with dis splitting headache (which makes me wonder if brains are actually of any use being so knotted up). not to mention my burned out internal thermostat which rapidly alternates between freezing cold and sweltering heat...forcing me to carry around tons of "winter wear". yeahhh...WINTER wear in MALAYSIA. dats how crazy my insides are. wtd...blehhh...

fine finee...im done complaining. no energy left to type.

--->> till my guts get straightened out~~ signing off~~

**hugz n kisses**
Michelle