I'm...

...ermmm...

scared

unsure

though I shouldn't be

got mixed feelings

happy and excited for someone

yet somehow...

I don't even know what I'm feeling

worried maybe

trying not to hold on too tight

or be too clingy

but I can't help it

I'm emotional

I knew this would come sooner or later...

I guess I was hoping for later




The new year came too soon

~~~~

But I'll be happy

Even if I have to hide my feelings

I'll smile

Just for you

Don't worry, I'll live