Happy CNY everyone!!!!!!!!!

yupyup...its that time of the year again. and i think i definitely put on at least 2 kgs just over the weekend...aikzz...*faints*. hehe, oh well...ill have the rest of the year to work it off. =P no biggie...

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somehow this chinese new year's been kinda quiet...not much going on. just the extra eating of cuz...hehe. other than that nothing special happened. hmmm...and i dont suppose anything else special is gonna happen anytime soon either. life is somehow settling into a comfortable, nice routine. with enough changes to keep me sane, yet enough of a routine to keep me grounded. haha!! yeah, i guess i could put it that way. hmmm...wait a min...

Could I live like this the rest of my life???!!

okayyyy...that was random. kindly ignore...hehe. but yeah, if this is a fore-shadow of what the rest of my life holds, eg. my job, my family, my whatever........me like it =) oh well, God has plans. if only i had a sneak peak =P

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Valentines is just around the corner...*wide smile* probably the 1st valentines day im actually looking forward to. hehe, yeahh...i was THAT pathetic. nows different. HOW u ask?? go find out urself if your actually THAT blurr...haha!!

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I feel old...like...OLD. only got 3 more years of teen life. goshh...but...come to think of it, its pretty young comparatively. STILLL....i wanna stay 17 forever!!!!!!!!!!! -->>mmhmm...impossible i know *knocks herself on the head*<<--

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okok...i better go before my thoughts run away with me =) have a nice nice fat fat happy happy CHINESE NEW YEAR everyone!!!

*hugz n kisses*
~~elle~~

(could i please pleasee change my nickname?? i never really liked "mich" =P)

Pretty little star

Pretty little star I see
So bright in the clear dark sky
Won't you please grant me a single wish
Just one from your perch so high

Let this last forever
Just this moment alone
Magically bathed in pale moonlight
Tucked away in the darkness of the night

Let this last forever
Safe in the arms I love
No thought of shadows that cloud my days
All my worries melt in love's pure gaze

Let this last forever
If forevers what it's gonna take
To satisfy a longing I can never comprehend
To overcome an addiction I could never understand

So let this last forever
Pretty little star so high
Cuz there's no where else I would rather be
Than here in my love's arms tonight

P/s---->> soppy-nezz alert!!! haha...sorry ppl...read too many mushy stories.

Treasure Time

If only every minute
Could seem like a lifetime
And every little second
Would be like forever

If only the clock
Ticked a wee bit slower
And I could keep time
Hidden like precious treasure

If only the hours
Didn't fly with wings away
And every single moment
Lasted like years this way

But that could never happen
Time was meant to be
Treasured like greatest of treasures
Which stops for no man, not me

I'm...

...ermmm...

scared

unsure

though I shouldn't be

got mixed feelings

happy and excited for someone

yet somehow...

I don't even know what I'm feeling

worried maybe

trying not to hold on too tight

or be too clingy

but I can't help it

I'm emotional

I knew this would come sooner or later...

I guess I was hoping for later




The new year came too soon

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But I'll be happy

Even if I have to hide my feelings

I'll smile

Just for you

Don't worry, I'll live

pure nonsense

I'm bored

Feel like blogging

But blog about what???

Good question, Michelle

hmmm...

blog about New Year's Eve??

nahh, nothing much happened

Christmas??

even less happened...nahhh...

errr...

I can't think

SO can't think

my heads somewhere else

no, i think my HEARTS somewhere else

don't ask where

floating in the clouds maybe

or buried six feet under??

hmmm...floatings more like it

whatever

I'll go watch tv instead

and wait till my inspiration comes next then only I'll blog

no point cracking my head now

btw, is it still in place??

my head I mean

wait

I'm rambling right??

pure crap

aikzz... Michelle, just disappear

byeee!!

*poof*

*disappears in a puff of smoke*

Last day of 2007!!!

yeahhh!! the new year is just a few hours away!! ermmm...more accurately around 14 hours away actually but well...hehe.

SOOooo...how was the whole of 2007?? it'll definitely be a year to remember thats for sure. especially the last quarter. hehe...for certain reasons. it was full of surprises...pleasant surprises. and yes, i finally got my taste of teenage freedom!!! ahhh...sweeeeet...haha!! my drivers license finally happened, after long years of longing and dreaming. my year of bumming around was more productive than I expected. my brain is slowly rusting in certain parts...like the maths section for example (7+9 is what again?? did u say 16?? =P). I learnt to handle situations better. Had my heart broken less. Tried to bury my dreams and wishes, only to find that I'm nothing without them. Totally gave up on love and romance, only to have it pop up right in front of me unexpectedly. Like a jack-in-a-box.

You know how the end of something usually makes the lasting impression??? so 2007 was alot of things...scary, sad, boring, sweet, lovely, interesting, emo, and plenty else. but the last and most lasting impression of 2007 is only one thing...surprising. VERY surprising. so I guess if anyone asks, "how was your year??", I could only say one thing....SUPRISING!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

Tag #2

so well....since I still got nothing to do lets clear up this pile of tags shall we?? =) sorry pauline!! i know uve tagged me like...4 mths ago n now only im doing it. haha!! better late den never??

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1. The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again.
5. Lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.


errr...gender?? I'm definately STRAIGHT...so a guy of cuz. haha...

#1. a sensitive guy...who knows how I feel without me having to spell it out for him. hehe...like, he'll know when I'm annoyed, or upset, or happy, or even sad but trying to hide it. i find it sweet =)

#2. romance would definitely sweep me off my feet for sure...lol. call me corny, but if a guy comes with roses n all I'll just melt =P but of cuz must have some sorta limit la...too much of mushy-ness does get kinda choking sumtimes.

#3. a person i can talk to...have nice conversations with. be able to relate to...talk on and on about nothing in particular. haha...in other words, my lover would be my best friend as well.

#4. ...and also we could just be together saying nothing in particular...hehe. without that awkward silence that happens with some ppl...silence is golden. sometimes =)

#5. physically...i don't have many requirements. a nice height...TALLER den me of cuz. haha!! n a nice nose =P don't ask me whats with the noses...i just notice peoples noses. LOL. n decent looking of cuz...i know its whats inside that counts. but i wanna have a boyfriend i could actually be proud of...not some frog looking guy. goshh...im so bad. hehe...

#6. a person who trusts me enough not to get jealous over lil things...like me giving friendly hugs to other guy friends and stuff like that. n i cant stand over-possessive/ over-protective guys who think they OWN you =.=" totally pisses me off...

#7. a good kisser?? haha....i sound notty. *cheeky smile* but well...my guy definitely has to know how to hold me and show affection rite??

#8. last but not least, someone who loves me just the way I am. and thinks I'm still beautiful without make-up and all messed up, like when i jz get out of bed in the mornings...haha. (everyone go "awwwwww...")

hmmm...come to think of it ive got one last point...lol

#9. a guy i can rely on... strong, not physically muscular la (tho that wud b a bonus...hehe), but strong in character. not a wimp or a momma's boy...or a coward

Tag #1

OK!!! Lee En and Sean...i'm FINALLY doing this. haha!! goshh...cant believe I'm really doing tags...

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1. Do this tag and answer all the questions in your own blog.
2. Delete question no.20 and add one of your own question instead.
3. Tag 8 victims to do this tag.

Questions:

1. What is your dream when you were a small kid?
hmmm...to see snow!! =P n to become a pianist...forgot wat else

2. What is the happiest thing in your whole life?
right now?? hehe...i cant tell u. it'll be such a dead give-away *cheeky smile* but im happy...really =)

3. What do you wish to have right now?
err...dinner. nice new heels. good grades for my diploma exam tomoro. lots of christmas pressys wud b nice too...hehe

4. When is the last time you horse laughed?
horse laughed?? do horses laugh?? *wonders*

5. What did you realize recently?
dreams come true ^^

6. Which bad habit in you that is the most unacceptable?
taking forever getting ready to go out =P

7. When you are unhappy, what will you do?
depends wat kinda unhappy. either i call a fren n talk my feelings out, or throw myself on my bed n sob my heart out, or watch a movie/ go shopping to forget

.8. What are you afraid of losing?
people i love...THINGS included, my handphone for example =P

9. Within 5 years, which target is the most realistic one?
degree in music?? maybe?? hopefully??

10. When you met someone that you like, will you profess or hide your feeling?
profess la...only people in soap operas go around with feelings under cover. den regret it later on =.=" so stupid...

11. List out 3 kind of people you hate the most.
sluts, L.O.A (lack of attention) people, bitches n bastards

12. Define loneliness.
being empty with nothing and no one to love...even in a crowd of ppl

13. Are you satisfied with your life now?
yupyup... currently going better den expected. lol

14. When is the most recent time you felt touched?
goshhh...i cant remember!!

15. Where is the most beautiful place that you've visited?
phuket's beaches, niagara falls, michigan's countryside in de autumn

16. A song that is playing in your mind recently.
hmmm..."baby love" by...i forgot who. hehe

17. If you have a wish to come true, what is it?
pass my diploma well n get into Uni

18. Do you have anything to be worried or scared recently?
duhhh....exam tomoro =S n also next yr...

19. If the world is going to end, what will you do?
pray...say my i love yous and im sorrys to my frens n all...den go on praying =P

20. What do you want for Christmas??
all i want for christmas is my two front teeth, my two front teeth, my two front teeth...oops, i already got my two front teeth!! haha...lame...sorry!

I wanna tag....NO ONE!! cuz I'm a nice person and i don't pass tags around =P hehe...

AHhhhh....I've got piles and piles of tags not done. STOP TAGGING ME!!! haha...=P

But as Lee En would say...probably I should just get started on them then I wouldn't have piles anymore...hehe. I will...soon...SOMETIME soon *cheeky smile*

Who cares

So many questions
Too little answers
So many wonderings
That's left unanswered

But none of that matters
When I'm in your arms
Kiss my fears all away
And I'm left under your charms

Who cares what the future brings
As long as I'm with you
I see my reflection in your eyes
And I believe all you say is true

Who cares what the years bring
I'll worry only where its due
Lets let it be, whatever it will be
As long as I'm with you