Tag #2

so well....since I still got nothing to do lets clear up this pile of tags shall we?? =) sorry pauline!! i know uve tagged me like...4 mths ago n now only im doing it. haha!! better late den never??

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1. The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again.
5. Lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.


errr...gender?? I'm definately STRAIGHT...so a guy of cuz. haha...

#1. a sensitive guy...who knows how I feel without me having to spell it out for him. hehe...like, he'll know when I'm annoyed, or upset, or happy, or even sad but trying to hide it. i find it sweet =)

#2. romance would definitely sweep me off my feet for sure...lol. call me corny, but if a guy comes with roses n all I'll just melt =P but of cuz must have some sorta limit la...too much of mushy-ness does get kinda choking sumtimes.

#3. a person i can talk to...have nice conversations with. be able to relate to...talk on and on about nothing in particular. haha...in other words, my lover would be my best friend as well.

#4. ...and also we could just be together saying nothing in particular...hehe. without that awkward silence that happens with some ppl...silence is golden. sometimes =)

#5. physically...i don't have many requirements. a nice height...TALLER den me of cuz. haha!! n a nice nose =P don't ask me whats with the noses...i just notice peoples noses. LOL. n decent looking of cuz...i know its whats inside that counts. but i wanna have a boyfriend i could actually be proud of...not some frog looking guy. goshh...im so bad. hehe...

#6. a person who trusts me enough not to get jealous over lil things...like me giving friendly hugs to other guy friends and stuff like that. n i cant stand over-possessive/ over-protective guys who think they OWN you =.=" totally pisses me off...

#7. a good kisser?? haha....i sound notty. *cheeky smile* but well...my guy definitely has to know how to hold me and show affection rite??

#8. last but not least, someone who loves me just the way I am. and thinks I'm still beautiful without make-up and all messed up, like when i jz get out of bed in the mornings...haha. (everyone go "awwwwww...")

hmmm...come to think of it ive got one last point...lol

#9. a guy i can rely on... strong, not physically muscular la (tho that wud b a bonus...hehe), but strong in character. not a wimp or a momma's boy...or a coward

Tag #1

OK!!! Lee En and Sean...i'm FINALLY doing this. haha!! goshh...cant believe I'm really doing tags...

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1. Do this tag and answer all the questions in your own blog.
2. Delete question no.20 and add one of your own question instead.
3. Tag 8 victims to do this tag.

Questions:

1. What is your dream when you were a small kid?
hmmm...to see snow!! =P n to become a pianist...forgot wat else

2. What is the happiest thing in your whole life?
right now?? hehe...i cant tell u. it'll be such a dead give-away *cheeky smile* but im happy...really =)

3. What do you wish to have right now?
err...dinner. nice new heels. good grades for my diploma exam tomoro. lots of christmas pressys wud b nice too...hehe

4. When is the last time you horse laughed?
horse laughed?? do horses laugh?? *wonders*

5. What did you realize recently?
dreams come true ^^

6. Which bad habit in you that is the most unacceptable?
taking forever getting ready to go out =P

7. When you are unhappy, what will you do?
depends wat kinda unhappy. either i call a fren n talk my feelings out, or throw myself on my bed n sob my heart out, or watch a movie/ go shopping to forget

.8. What are you afraid of losing?
people i love...THINGS included, my handphone for example =P

9. Within 5 years, which target is the most realistic one?
degree in music?? maybe?? hopefully??

10. When you met someone that you like, will you profess or hide your feeling?
profess la...only people in soap operas go around with feelings under cover. den regret it later on =.=" so stupid...

11. List out 3 kind of people you hate the most.
sluts, L.O.A (lack of attention) people, bitches n bastards

12. Define loneliness.
being empty with nothing and no one to love...even in a crowd of ppl

13. Are you satisfied with your life now?
yupyup... currently going better den expected. lol

14. When is the most recent time you felt touched?
goshhh...i cant remember!!

15. Where is the most beautiful place that you've visited?
phuket's beaches, niagara falls, michigan's countryside in de autumn

16. A song that is playing in your mind recently.
hmmm..."baby love" by...i forgot who. hehe

17. If you have a wish to come true, what is it?
pass my diploma well n get into Uni

18. Do you have anything to be worried or scared recently?
duhhh....exam tomoro =S n also next yr...

19. If the world is going to end, what will you do?
pray...say my i love yous and im sorrys to my frens n all...den go on praying =P

20. What do you want for Christmas??
all i want for christmas is my two front teeth, my two front teeth, my two front teeth...oops, i already got my two front teeth!! haha...lame...sorry!

I wanna tag....NO ONE!! cuz I'm a nice person and i don't pass tags around =P hehe...

AHhhhh....I've got piles and piles of tags not done. STOP TAGGING ME!!! haha...=P

But as Lee En would say...probably I should just get started on them then I wouldn't have piles anymore...hehe. I will...soon...SOMETIME soon *cheeky smile*

Who cares

So many questions
Too little answers
So many wonderings
That's left unanswered

But none of that matters
When I'm in your arms
Kiss my fears all away
And I'm left under your charms

Who cares what the future brings
As long as I'm with you
I see my reflection in your eyes
And I believe all you say is true

Who cares what the years bring
I'll worry only where its due
Lets let it be, whatever it will be
As long as I'm with you

What happened??

What happened to the magic?
The star struck feeling in your eyes
What happened to the butterflies?
That were fluttering about in disguise

What happened to midnight kisses?
And fantasies of what could be
What happened to love's deep spell?
What happened to you and me?

It never lasts forever
Romance is but a word
One minute you're up in heaven
The next you're eating dirt

This is reality
I know reality holds true
But I hoped we were different
And I thought that I knew...

...What happens to star struck magic
It just fades away
What happens to butterfly kisses
They disappear one fine day

What happens to golden fantasies
Little goblins come to steal
What happens to lovers' spells
They're broken like pirate deals

But one thing I don't understand
The thing I can't believe to be
Cuz we were just so perfect
Darling, what happened to you and me??

P/s--->> ahhh...it turned out so sad and pessimistic. haha...and soppy too!! =P no worries, i totally dont feel that way =)

Hi GOD...you there???

Are you still there???

heeloooooo....?

Can you hear me??

*crickets chirping*

*silence*

Halooooo????

*Halo alooo alooooooo....(echoes)*

Guess its my fault

Woopss...

My bad

Now what do I do??

I'm in deep sh*t ain't I??

*sigh*

Determination

A bit of talent
A pinch of inspiration
A drop of goal and dream
The rest is sheer determination

The desire to produce beauty
In every note thats played
The desire to hear bounty
In every bow thats laid

But its my determination
That has to see me through
More than drive to succeed
I need more heart to get me through

So give me more courage
The confidence to achieve
Give me strength of soul and will
And faith so I'll believe

God help me

well now...what can I say??

life's good

some parts better than I ever imagined

or dreamed

or dared to hope

it makes the other sucky parts of life less sucky

a LOT less I must say

so I'm thankful

there's nothing more I can wish for

oh yeahh...

except to pass my violin exam that is

thats my only wish for now

cuz as for the rest of my dreams

they're all coming true

for real

unbelievable??

believe it

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I actually can't believe it myself

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people ask, "how are you? how's life??"

for ONCE I can say and actually mean it...

"I'm good...and life's great"

=)

eeekkk....!!

My blogs dying out

Like seriously

My inspiration with it too

W.T.H

But anyway...

I was jz wondering...

Why does everything in life feel like a temporary high??

When nothing ever lasts

And nothing ever satisfies

Not for long enough at least

And when the "high's" gone

All that's left is a gaping hole

An emptiness

Deep inside

Which drives you to look for something more

Something

Anything at all

To fill that void

But nothing ever does

Nothing

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..
..
..
..

Yes I'm repeating myself I know

Forgive me

I'm emo-ing

So there...

Im back to reality with a bump

*ouchhh...*

Reality with all its problems

And difficulties

And other whatnots

Couldn't stay in dreamland forever I guess

If only

Hmmm...

Oh well

Reality's looking good too

Not as bad as expected??

And reality definitely feels more natural

Not all rainbows and flowers

And dreamy in-the-cloud feelings

It feels REAL

Hmmm...

You know what??

My hearts beating again

Yeah, I think its still there

For sure

I thought it got frozen

No, I didn't think that

It DID freeze over

Either that or it got lost in transition

Or was it...??

Err...

Nevermind that

Its back now

=)

Should I think twice?
My heart is mine to give
Ooops...I think its too late
Nevermind
It should be safe this time
*big smile*