What happened??

What happened to the magic?
The star struck feeling in your eyes
What happened to the butterflies?
That were fluttering about in disguise

What happened to midnight kisses?
And fantasies of what could be
What happened to love's deep spell?
What happened to you and me?

It never lasts forever
Romance is but a word
One minute you're up in heaven
The next you're eating dirt

This is reality
I know reality holds true
But I hoped we were different
And I thought that I knew...

...What happens to star struck magic
It just fades away
What happens to butterfly kisses
They disappear one fine day

What happens to golden fantasies
Little goblins come to steal
What happens to lovers' spells
They're broken like pirate deals

But one thing I don't understand
The thing I can't believe to be
Cuz we were just so perfect
Darling, what happened to you and me??

P/s--->> ahhh...it turned out so sad and pessimistic. haha...and soppy too!! =P no worries, i totally dont feel that way =)

Hi GOD...you there???

Are you still there???

heeloooooo....?

Can you hear me??

*crickets chirping*

*silence*

Halooooo????

*Halo alooo alooooooo....(echoes)*

Guess its my fault

Woopss...

My bad

Now what do I do??

I'm in deep sh*t ain't I??

*sigh*

Determination

A bit of talent
A pinch of inspiration
A drop of goal and dream
The rest is sheer determination

The desire to produce beauty
In every note thats played
The desire to hear bounty
In every bow thats laid

But its my determination
That has to see me through
More than drive to succeed
I need more heart to get me through

So give me more courage
The confidence to achieve
Give me strength of soul and will
And faith so I'll believe

God help me

well now...what can I say??

life's good

some parts better than I ever imagined

or dreamed

or dared to hope

it makes the other sucky parts of life less sucky

a LOT less I must say

so I'm thankful

there's nothing more I can wish for

oh yeahh...

except to pass my violin exam that is

thats my only wish for now

cuz as for the rest of my dreams

they're all coming true

for real

unbelievable??

believe it

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I actually can't believe it myself

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people ask, "how are you? how's life??"

for ONCE I can say and actually mean it...

"I'm good...and life's great"

=)

eeekkk....!!

My blogs dying out

Like seriously

My inspiration with it too

W.T.H

But anyway...

I was jz wondering...

Why does everything in life feel like a temporary high??

When nothing ever lasts

And nothing ever satisfies

Not for long enough at least

And when the "high's" gone

All that's left is a gaping hole

An emptiness

Deep inside

Which drives you to look for something more

Something

Anything at all

To fill that void

But nothing ever does

Nothing

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Yes I'm repeating myself I know

Forgive me

I'm emo-ing

So there...

Im back to reality with a bump

*ouchhh...*

Reality with all its problems

And difficulties

And other whatnots

Couldn't stay in dreamland forever I guess

If only

Hmmm...

Oh well

Reality's looking good too

Not as bad as expected??

And reality definitely feels more natural

Not all rainbows and flowers

And dreamy in-the-cloud feelings

It feels REAL

Hmmm...

You know what??

My hearts beating again

Yeah, I think its still there

For sure

I thought it got frozen

No, I didn't think that

It DID freeze over

Either that or it got lost in transition

Or was it...??

Err...

Nevermind that

Its back now

=)

Should I think twice?
My heart is mine to give
Ooops...I think its too late
Nevermind
It should be safe this time
*big smile*

Tell me I'm not dreaming

Of rainbows and roses
Of butterflies and blossoms
Whirlwind romances and fairy tales
New found lovers and open bosoms...

Tell me I'm not dreaming
When I find me in your arms
Tell me that its for real
Every kiss and every glance

Cuz its too good to be true
Every time I look at you
Reality feels so far away
I can't believe you're here to stay

Do illusions come true??
Please please tell me, do
Do wishes come to pass??
Somebody, please tell me fast

So tell me I'm not dreaming
When I find me in your arms
Tell me its all for real
Every kiss and every glance

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I'm hoping its for real
Every second spent with you
For once, life's so surreal
Just tell me that its true

P/s---->> this is de by-product of too many romance novels...turns ur insides all mushy. haha!! NOT inspired by personal experience...

Love Has Dawned

The sun sifts through the clouds
Warming me to my toes
Crawling over the horizon
Its rays break over my soul
I feel pleasant warmth
Rushing through me...

A tiny little ray of light
Pierces through the darkness of night...

Oh, what bliss!
Oh, what heavenly delight!
Love has come to rescue me,
Like the sun redeems the lonely night.

Beautiful love courses through my veins
Setting my heart pumping at the speed of light
Warm shivers tingle up my spine
Right to my lips, where a smile plays unendingly bright

My heart is about to burst
My soul soars with the birds...

I am HAPPY
For the first time since I fell into pain's icy grip

I now know for sure...

Love has dawned
Clear on the inmost recesses of my heart
Pushing away the hurt
Mending the brokenness...

Indeed,
Love has dawned

P/s--->> i dug out one of my poems from my old blog jz for the fun of it...hehe. maybe, jz maybe it describes exactly what I'm feeling now. err...i said MAYBE ok?? haha. Dun go jumping into conclusions =P

hehehe~

*big big smile*

its nothing

=P

really...its nothing

*cheeky smile*

ahhhh...

oh crap

I look ridiculous smiling at the computer screen

But who cares

Cuz I don't

=)

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Smile
And the world smiles with you
Laugh
And everyone would stare at you

But do it anyway...

Long Gone

No, Im not loosing it
Im still kinda sane
What I'm telling you is serious
Don't say it sounds so lame

You can't make up your mind
And I can't wait longer, so its fine
Cuz I don't think you would ever call
I'm not waiting just staring at the wall

Its my life
Its mine to live
I'm not waiting around
Like some dirty dead leaf

So I've now decided...

Enough of this
I'm not waiting for you
I'm sick of this
Now its time to tell you

A minute too long
This 5 words I've borne
When you make up your mind
Baby, I'll be long gone

Yes, I've made up my mind
Baby, I'll be long gone